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Sunday coffee and cigarettes.

Weird title, but after all it is Sunday. Mm, this has been one of the weirdest weeks in my history. Well, not entirely in a bad way. I worked for a little bit Monday morning, but then my boss called in to the office and said he was putting the company on pause for a moment as we were under some sort of investigation. Don’t ask what, because really I don’t even know. I just know I got the whole week off and still got paid. :D

That was just the start of the week… I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 months too. That really wasn’t a big deal. In fact, it was inevitable. We argued more than lawyers do in court, and he always felt the need to call me out of my name. I couldn’t take his childishness and his excessive need to outdo me at all times, so boom – gave him the boot. Then like a day later after I broke up with him, my best guy friend admitted he had feelings for me. It was a lot to deal with and I mean I don’t want to jump directly into a relationship after I get out of a bad one. I tend to feel like things don’t escalate the way they should because my mind is still stuck in what just happened not what’s going on now.

Wednesday became a better day, partied hard Wednesday night with friends I haven’t seen in a long time (and didn’t know they lived close to me.) It was awesome, watched cartoons, drank, sang, cracked jokes and all around enjoyed each others company. With or without the exception of my best friend constantly trying to kiss or feel on me. =x=

Thursday rolled around, more partying and hanging out. Friday I gave myself a break, except for lounging closer to home.  Saturday, RAVEEEEEEEEEE. I got spritzed with body glitter and was just dancing all over the place. Sorry for the lack of pictures for the rave. But y’know, when you’re having fun – taking time to stop and take pictures isn’t really a thought that crosses my mind. Maybe after the fact sure, but then no.

Now today is Sunday and well, I have things to do. Get ready for my work week and maybe redye my hair some weird-esque color. I’m not too sure how my boss would feel about it though. He didn’t like it too much when I walked in with my Tokyo inspired fashion on casual Friday one week. Hm, I swear sometimes its just too hard trying to maintain being you. Especially because it may or may not fit to “others” standards.

Btw still looking for blog exchange buddies y’know? ♥