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Ugh, going through a rough patch as far as love goes. It’s not that I’m rushing and scrambling around looking its just when it does come my way, its always BAD.
My ex and I recently got back together, because I called him on his bullshit and he saw it fit that we did get back together. We’ll see how well that works, seeing as how his ex girlfriends wants us broken apart and miserable. It’s drama. Drama I don’t need.

To be honest, I just want love like this…

Or like this..

I put proposal videos simply because, these are some original ones. I mean, if someone goes through this much effort to propose to spend the rest of their lives with you then they definitely mean it. It’s so heart warming that I want to cry.

I mean, I seriously envy people who have sweet love. Like it’s so adorably sweet and they obviously love each other so much that it makes your teeth hurt.

Okay /goes cry in a corner now/


  1. Michael
    December 23, 2011 at 9:26 pm (2852 days ago)

    That video was so good! The one where he proposed by internet references. :)


  2. Angel
    December 23, 2011 at 11:10 pm (2852 days ago)

    Thank for visiting and commenting on my blog. :) I just posted an update on what I wore with the shoes :D Also, your post regarding the meme proposal is really unique. Coincidentally I was just watching that the other night. Sooo heart felt I can die already if that happens to me. LOL

  3. Alex
    December 24, 2011 at 4:23 am (2852 days ago)

    awww there there *pat pat* getting back with your ex is huge! …i can never imagine ever going back with mine. i really hope you guys work out if it’s meant to be.

    those vids are cute! i saw the internet meme one before the other one is sweet too! stay positive! i really want to be proposed in marriage in an unique way too, i could imagine how those people feel…man!!! lol!! AND YES that is the best cry in the world! LOLLL did you see the remixes? They’re SO FUNNY! (gosh, i’m awful!)

    and YES ! Dir en grey is AMAMAMAMAMAZZINGGG! love themmm!

  4. Yuri
    December 24, 2011 at 7:23 pm (2851 days ago)

    I think everyone eventually feels like this, I remember feeling like this before too. Chin up Dei, you are a great girl and anybody would be lucky to have you as cheesy as it sounds. You are crazy talented and you are super pretty :] Don’t let anyone push you around<3

  5. Grysh
    December 25, 2011 at 4:59 pm (2850 days ago)

    My boyfriend and i broke up a few weeks ago. And now I’m thinking of getting back. I mean, he is perfect and he loves me. It is just me that is afraid of the whole commitments shits. :|

    PS. Followed you on NetworkedBlogs btw :)

  6. Georgina
    December 26, 2011 at 5:50 am (2850 days ago)

    Sorry you’re going through a rough patch with your relationship, but I hope you work it out this time. :) My ex and I had an on-off relationship but over time it just got harder, and he really wanted to end it and I clearly didn’t mean that much to him as a girlfriend… so we moved on. The lovely thing is that we’re both friends now. I think it’s better that way.

    To be honest I wouldn’t want to be proposed to in an extravagant way. I don’t really want to be proposed to in front of millions of people whether I like the guy or not… I mean, if my boyfriend did that in public I’d kill him. XD I think it’s much sweeter if the guy does it in private. I know surprises are nice but some proposals are just over the top. XD The fact that he wants to marry you is good enough to me! :)

  7. Rachel
    December 26, 2011 at 10:37 pm (2849 days ago)

    Don’t lose hope–you will find love someday, I’m sure, even if it isn’t with your current boyfriend. I think if you guys are going through a rough patch and you get through it, your relationship will be even stronger for it. Who knows? Maybe you will find that sweet love you want with him.

    I’ve been in love once before, but it didn’t last. It was amazing though while we were in love. I really hope you find something like it. :)

  8. Rae
    December 27, 2011 at 1:52 am (2849 days ago)

    The marriage proposal videos were very cute and romantic. I envy their type of love also… -sigh-

    Let’s not lose faith as one day we’ll find our happily ever after endings. hehe

  9. Irene
    December 27, 2011 at 5:13 am (2849 days ago)

    Man, I got like, a minute into the meme proposal and I had tears in my eyes. I don’t know what’s wrong with me these days lololol.